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| Ileana Scarlett | 18 |

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Had to vent tonight

Sometimes I forget the reason why I do stuff and I get lost trying to make everyone else happy. I put myself last and I forget to take care of myself. It doesn’t make me feel either better when my family tells me I am getting skinnier as if I wasn’t skinny enough. I wish I wasn’t this way, letting my bad thoughts take over. I try so hard to just get by each day but there’s just so many things wrong with me it drives me crazy. Things haven’t been so great lately, feeling like I am all alone. I have to keep reminding myself I fought all my life and gave up so much to just give up now. Sometimes I fee like God isn’t listening and I start to doubt him but I hope it all works out. I got tired a while back of being sad and try to get over depression , some days depression wins and I have to get up and start all over. At least I’m trying.

owlmylove:

you don’t “beat” depression. you don’t “defeat” eating disorders. you survive them. stop making severe mental illnesses sound like something you can overcome just by throwing the right punch.

(via light-up-my-darkness)

ashaya-tara:

amyelizabeth:

heylilyhilily:

I WILL NEVER NOT REBLOG THIS.

Man, I am continually pleased with how funny the cast of Harry Potter grew up to be.

(Source: captainbittch, via kiss-my-ashton)

beben-eleben:

Your Food is Secretly Talking About You Behind Your Back

(via chick-aen)

kobetyrant:

me when I got money: ha! broke ass bitch how the dollar menu taste? I wouldn’t know because it’s Big Macs only around here hoe!!!!

me when I’m broke: capitalism is inhumane and must be put to an end.

(via tough-heart-and-real-art)

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